WOW.

So it's been a while since I've written anything remotely like a journal, but being a full-time uni student, it's hard to find time to go out and take interesting photos (let alone artwork!).

Would anyone find TEETH interesting as the subject of art? Or is that kinda weird and/or gross? haha. It comes with the profession, I guess!

must find spare time in the holidays....

How is you fall in love, but can't seem to find the words to let that special person know?
How is it you can continue loving them yet hardly ever see them?
How is it that they don't know you love them so deeply?
How is it so hard to let go...?
How am I supposed to forget?
How can a stop crying?
How do I stop this hurt of finally letting these beautiful feelings go...and moving on, without you ever knowing my true feelings for you?
How!?!?!?!?!?

I know that there are people out there without parents,
And so today, I was wondering what it was like to be them.
What if my parents suddenly died...maybe a car crash...
It made me feel so empty and alone
(even with my brother and sister beside me).
I'm not one to be bogged down by sad things,
But for sure, there are no words that could describe
the feelings I experienced when even just THINKING about
the eventuality of a life without my parents.

It made me think more about my actions and words towards them,
My attitude.
I really should be grateful for all the things I know they've done,
For all the things I didn't know about that they've done.

Hopefully I'll be a good daughter, Hopefully they'll live happily.